25 March 2007
Determined to be happy
Ya. I have to pull myself up and be happy.
For his sake...
I cannot keep going on like this...
If I dun help myself, no one will..
If I continue to be like this, he will feel bad and scared of me..
Isn't my initial concern is not to make him feel badz..
Guess I am too engrossed in making him feel I cannot live without him..
I juz plainly want to express my feeling to him nia..
Never expect anything..
But of coz do hope one day we can be together again..
Now, I realised I neglect alot of things..
My hamsters..he kana bitten I also dunno..
Have to be a responsilbe owner and take care of them..
Have to go jogging to shave off some fats..
Planning to do volunnteer job at NUH..
See people happy will make myself happy..
I want to be new REGINA..
A colourful one..
Let u all see the sunshine me againz..the gurl who grin from the heart..
Hard now but I will try..
Trying hard to crack open the numbness..
Try hard not to get emo..
As for new r/s..nono..
He still in my heart and stay in my heart..